[trans] 130224 – b.a.p live on earth: himchan’s message
I felt like I didn’t get a chance to say a lot before, so I wrote a letter last night. Ah, I’m nervous. Time is really going by fast. I thought of something like this: ‘Will I still be doing this job after 10 years, 20 years? If I decide not to do it, I’ll be forgotten. And even if I say I will do it, will these guys (fans) still protect me?’ Ever since I was younger, I had this emotional scar. I didn’t like showing my feelings, and I believe that everyone here will know that not showing it is part of my personality. But it’s not that I’m closed off, it’s just I don’t like things being repeated and replayed. I’m really happy to think that there are people who actually like each and every aspect of this personality. That’s why I wish to remember every moment, and I wanted to only show myself smiling and working hard. Truthfully speaking, I’m hurting a lot right now. Because I’m hurting even though I don’t want to hurt, I only feel sorry and apologetic towards everyone. I’ll promise to not get hurt in the future. I really wanted to stand onstage. And I’m so happy because I’m with the people that probably waited more than anyone for me to be onstage. I dedicate this to you guys who stayed by my side for a year, which can be a long amount of time to someone or a short amount of time to another person. Thank you. If you wait just a bit more, you’ll be able to see it. I love you.
(B.A.P makes fun of him for crying)
Himchan: I really cried. My mom came here today though. This is my first time showing this.
Youngjae: Did you guys receive Himchan hyung’s sincere emotions? Himchan hyung really missed Babys. And he prepared a letter like this, but… He cried.
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